Tuesday, 4 August 2015

Haircut, at last!

This evening my sister in law came over to cut my hair, it's been long overdue.
I had some taken off & a slight restyle, so I'm much happier! 
Why am I blogging about a haircut you might be wondering? 
Haircuts are one of the things I used to enjoy/take for granted.
I hate my hair most of the time, it feels so heavy on my head & I just want to chop it all off, but I know that wouldn't actually help. My hair isn't actually heavy, it's just my head can't handle it, even a hair bobble is too much sometimes, but then if I put it down, it feels like it's pulling my head down.
So I love the freshly cut light feeling. 
I have to really psyche myself up for it though, I even have to make sure it's washed & brushed. That may sound minging, but that's just not something I can do everyday.
It was supposed to be cut on Sunday morning so I got up & washed it, then struggled to brush it.. My sister in law then couldn't make it, so I cried & I cried & then felt like an idiot for crying- but just having to psyche yourself up for a haircut is emotionally exhausting in itself. 
When I'm having it cut, I really struggle to sit up straight & my head/neck/back get so tired. I sit there wishing it would hurry up, rather than enjoying what someone else would see as a pamper. I also get paranoid that my head's not straight & it will end up cut wonky haha.
I'm so glad it's done now though, & I've been feeling pretty good today as well. (I had a stomach bug yesterday, so obviously I'm getting over that, but it's still a good day illness wise)
I had to go into work for a meeting, which of course the bright lights brought on pain, but not as bad as it could have been. My vision has had quite a good day as well, the blurriness hasn't been quite as frequent, & despite my neck being so tired when I was having my hair cut, it's actually okay now.
I really want to straighten my hair to see it properly :( 

As I don't have a hair picture, here's a diffuser instead-
After we came out of my work meeting earlier, we popped into Laura Ashley & Sean treated me to this. I don't know how long it will be before the smell irritates me, but I'm enjoying it for now- rhubarb & vanilla, definitely recommend xxx 

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